The Sidetrack Detour

3rd Watch 10 Iyar 5986

@The Watchtower of Lolo Lapu-lapu

To My Beloved Yousef,

After the Ahab prince from Cebu broke my heart, I was back to hoping for you, because every time every Prince in my City fails me, I always keep going back to you, keeping my head covered because I wanted to be ready for you anytime soon. It was the year 2023 the family business I work with was having troubles with the Bureau of Internal Revenue not just because our IRS Government is corrupt but Chinese business owners don't pay the right taxes because most of us would make use the excuse of the Government being corrupt, while I have my own views and stand about taxes because of the GOD I love who said: Give to Ceasar what belongs to Ceasar's, I was the only person in the family who had a strange view about paying taxes because tax evasion seemed to be the norm for this country. But every time my family is in trouble because of the wrong it does, GOD seemed to always send me out to face the lawsuits in the front line, so I always felt like the sacrificial lamb or the "paon" (this is bisaya) to every trouble we face, there were times that I complained but as long as GOD was still there, I wasn't going anywhere, I had to stick to whatever trouble GOD put me in and find solutions by GOD's leading and guidance, fight until we win the fight without so much collateral damage. This seems to be my role in our business, the Disaster Risk Reduction Management of any problem that will arise. I remember praying with Spiritual Mom Cherry asking GOD to give us a new lawyer who will defend us to the lawsuits being charged against my father because my father even though he was the President of our Company doesn't have any say over the decisions of the Company because it's mother Queen who calls the shots. When Dad was already taken up for bail at the court, I was the one crying so hard and none of my siblings even cared of what was happening! But Ma Cherry was always the one carrying difficult burdens with me that we often find ourselves praying together when there was trouble stirring within. GOD had established the Human Resource Department of our businesses through me, so I was always in Mandaue after 2018 watching over the people and taking out the rotten ones so that they don't contaminate the good ones we already have. The office felt like home to me because I found peace there, my staff respected me and I cared after all their needs. But when there was a problem, I had to transfer to the Accounting Department when that trouble began with our Tax problem. During the bail in court, I met a sister in Church because she worked there and she asked what our trouble was all about. She read our case and right away understood that the problem was not just our accounting but our crazy Lawyer whose name was Atty Sheiryl who started a war with BIR that we did not even authorize. Now this woman is intelligent but nuts! I mean she's nuts in her own way because you don't fight with giants at the expense of your client's company, right? Like hello! So when I told her to stop the fight with BIR, she wouldn't budge, I don't know what happened to her she suddenly just want to fight with the Government, well she had always been leaning on the left side coz she loves the UN she even applied to work there, so you can imagine her Communist mindset. But with every trouble GOD asks me to face, GOD always provides the best solution for it. So the new lawyer GOD provided for us arrived right away at our Accounting Office the very next day that Ma Cherry and I cried out to GOD to give us a new lawyer who would respect my families decisions, unlike the other one who just did whatever she felt like doing without respecting what my father asked her to do which was to yield to our governing authorities. So I kicked her out in a nice way and I was very much surprised to find a pure blood Chinese man appearing at the door of our office, almost offended by his race, I questioned GOD "Why did you bring me a Chinese lawyer?" GOD snapped back "Why, do you have a problem with that?" From the way I reacted to His provision, I realized that my trauma against my own race were actually triggered. We had a quick meeting with him and we agreed to a decision.

Yom Kippur was coming up that week so I told him to contact my accountant for any questions he might need to ask because during Yom Kippur I fast with the jews for this has been a vow I made to GOD to fast the way HE wants the Jewish people to fast on the day they are supposed to fast.

That fast was significant to me because suddenly GOD tells me to lay down my Promise of the Man from Zion who was to be my husband which I believe was you. I was so resistant because that Promised marked my identity, that even my fashion sense was leaning towards the Muslims because of my head covering and the long skirts I wear. I cried and wailed to GOD "I can't believe YOU are changing the plan for me to marry the Man born in Zion! YOU can’t just tell me to forget what I’ve already taken up for 12 years!!! And now YOU’re telling me to just forget it???

Then HE responds in the book of Isa. 43:18 Do not call to mind the former things, / Nor consider the things of old.

Isa. 43:19 Indeed, I am doing a new thing; / It will now spring forth; / Do you not know it? / I will even make a way in the wilderness, / Rivers in the desert.

So with a broken heart, I had to lay you down again My Love on October 17, 2026 when GOD gave me this WORD that supported what Isaiah 43 had already spoken.

And the hard part was when HE also removed off my crowns and covering from my head. For the sake of GOD’s command I obeyed, even thought I didn’t want to. And for 1 whole year I prayed for our Chinese Lawyer who defended us and helped us with the business because GOD said again I was going to marry him. Me and my poor heart, I just obeyed and prayed with fasting. I gave him a bible tried to invite him to church but he didn’t budge so after 1 year, I gave up on him and I left that Promise because my heart was just tired, enough is enough.

Breaking Self-Made Vows

I never really wanted to marry my own race but GOD did one important thing for me during that season of watching over the Lawyer who did not have any religion. GOD broke the vows I made in my heart since I was a child, of not marrying someone Chinese…that I began to embrace the dragon side of me. I love my father Dennis, but I didn’t learn his language or practiced the culture he grew up in even the mentality I have right now I really got from my Dad. When I was free from my self inflicted silly vows, I began to have Chinese friends and just mingled in the Chinese Community of my City.

Our family racial trauma came from my mother's pain, who was rejected by my father’s family simply because she wasn’t Chinese. So me and all of my siblings do not see the Chinese side of us even though we are really half Chinese by blood.

After I left watching over the Lawyer, I was led to be introduced to a Christian guy who was much younger than I by 6 years, fresh out of a broken relationship his mentor and my friend introduced us for the purpose of dating but we went to have dinner only 3 times and that’s it because he was never even my type. The first blind date was with our friend, the second and third was just the two of us but there was completely nothing there that after the 3^rd date, I realized that he still longed for his ex-girlfriend because they already been doing sex, just disgusted me because he was also a servant of GOD in another house, made me to just forget about him and dating altogether because I never really believed in dating. Friendship is a better way to begin any relationship and then get engaged, but even that felt like an ordinary love story to me, for my heart craved for a more dramatic action type mellow dramatic Korean romance kind of love story. Now who would ever think up of a crazy plot like that, right? No One but our GOD!!!

Are you having fun yet my love??? I know you love every detail of my stories and I can assure you that you can interrogate me all you want of everything I have ever written and you will find, I am telling you the truth and if there is any shady part of it, go ahead and ask me I would be more than happy to answer you questions for you My Beloved King, the only man GOD says is good for His Marie Christine.

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