2022 - Road to Recovery

The events that happened from September 2022, the beginning of Biblical Year 5983

I want to write but the Spirit has not led me to write about it yet, but I will write this part because it is so important, thank you for your patience readers

On October 2022, I contracted a very horrible disease COVID and I never thought I would have it because on the year 2020 I had prophesied on my Tablets that everyone who will have covid are rebelling against GOD.

Post on March 23, 2020

So when I contracted COVID on October 2022, I was in shock, lying in bed because I was really bedridden for 2 days straight and it was alarming to me that I would be so sick like that because I was usually strong and healthy that I would still go to work even when I was sick in the past but that sickness was not an ordinary fever because my butt hurt so much and so I did a swab test and it's positive! So as Iay in bed, I sought the LORD, as I asked HIM, I said "GOD? What is my rebellion now? What am I not doing that YOU want me to do? Tell me?" And in the stillness and silence I hear HIS voice loud and clear HE says "I want you to go back to WWCF Cebu, your church" I was shocked and dismayed because I didn't want to go back but HE was Lord over me so I told him "Oh GOD You know I didn't want to go back there! But LORD YOU are my GOD so help me to Obey YOU, help me, make a way for me" And faithful as HE is, HE made a way for me and by November I was already back in church as I started attending an event that was not really church related but they were teaching people how to profit through facebook ads so I was able to go through the back door using that reason but eventually I was already attending the Church service trembling like a scared little cat, and I had to attend the Gestalt Therapy Marathon that the church offered to it's attendees to be able to offer healing to all who wanted to be healed. I was already being counseled and prepared to attend the Gestalt Therapy staring December 2022 by Pipoy Philip Euben Clemente, my younger brother in church who headed this project in church along with his mentor Joseph Lavina who I lovingly call "PapaJoe" approved by the church because of my Pastor's Wife who has gone through 2 tragedies in her life in a matter of 1 year when she lost her father and eldest brother with only 6 months apart. By the time we attended the first Gestalt Therapy in church full blast for 2 days, I was instantly healed just by processing feelings and being aware of hidden pain and wounds of the past that was still lurking and hiding inside me disguised as "I'm already okay" but Gestalt was very powerful healing therapy to all its patient because they don't force healing on you, this kind of therapy just brings out the awareness of what's buried deep inside you and with awareness I began to put the shadows of my past behind me and by the time it was over I was flying like I once did once again on April 2023 but then another frog prince broke my heart as I fought for him without hope, GOD always sees my heart and so HE brought me back to Mosab Hassan Yousef because he was the only person who didn't break my heart because I didn't really know him and I figured that whoever I was talking to online on 2021 was only a scammer pretending to be Mosab because my Dad says a good man would never ask money from a woman. And he was right because I believe anyone can use his identity to extract money in the internet and it's called scamming.

I went back to loving Mosab Hassan Yousef, for he was the only one worth a Princess heart because he was an amazing Prince, the fairest Prince in the Middle East. So on 2023 I was completely healed because of the Church GOD brought me back to. How Great HE is that every time HE leads me to certain places, it was always for my good, so through my faith journey I learned to keep trusting GOD no matter what HE said that was outrageous or wild, I would just agree knowing that my faith in HIM always brought good to me. Today as I write even if it was Mosab who tried to test me, he is still testing me now, I have decided to love HIM still because GOD says HE is the only one for me, whatever wrong HE may have done, I will always forgive my Man, because that is how wives should be to their husbands.

Yours Truly,

Marie Chrstine wife of Mosab the handsome Yousef

Written on 1st Watch slept at 2nd Watch, finished at r 1:02AM 9 Iyar 5986